The nudging thought at the back of the mind
Havoc spreading through the nerves of the body…
So many questions unanswered,
so many questions -
I fear to ask to myself and to others
Let go, I tell myself, often, but in vain
Energy draining out –
with each attempt at self-control
Night after night,
silent tears rolling onto the soft pillow
The Night, so silent,
seems to scream and cry, in agony I so relate to.
Tomorrow promises a new beginning,
yet I dread to believe
Every morning begins with hope
and the night ends in tears,
All I can do is say a prayer,
to free me from this agony of living in hopelessness
Reaching out to me,
from the dark, a voice says - Trust Me.
So, I trust Him,
despite the other entangled emotions I go through.
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